Hi beautiful people,
This is just a quick note to say: I have not abandoned Coffee & Insulin (the beloved items themselves or the blog I’ve dedicated in their glorious existence.)
I’ve just stepped away as I sort some personal things out.
I go through seasons when I need to read, absorb, fill myself up. Intake seasons.
And then I have seasons when I need to release, and pour onto the page.
Sometimes, I have both at the same time, which is always lovely.
But right now… I’m mostly reading. I’m still writing–journaling in the mornings and beginning another writing class and opening up 5 new blank documents in Word every week for the beginnings of stories, but I’m not really writing them through right now. I’m in a season of intake–of listening, learning, observing, and rearranging things in my brain.
It’s not just in my writing world, but also in general right now. I’m laying low, taking things in, not making an abundance of plans, and stringing the days together this way–taking the time and space to take care of myself in ways that are at once terrifying and necessary and important.
Instant things, like getting my wisdom teeth removed yesterday (more on that later / *swallows another painkiller*) and going to see a new endocrinologist last month (more on that later, too, because yay!) And then there are other things–habits, routines, entire ways of living–that unfold slowly and ask of me many deep breaths and walks in the woods and nights with no plans and late, lazy mornings.
I just wanted you to know where I was, and that I will most certainly be back. Maybe as soon as next week, if some unwritten thing begins to burn a hole in my hand, or maybe a little later.
I hope you are all well.
I love the emails you send me, and thank you so much for reading this little space I’ve carved into the weirdo land of infinite possibility we call The Internet.
Talk to you soon. Take care out there.